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| Saturday, December 10th, 2005 | | 10:24 pm |
whoa shit
word so i dont write in this thing anymore. why am i doing it tonite? a saturday night? cuz im fucking broke nigga! well lets see whats been going on...well im still with heather after about 6 months. its goin very very well with me and her, though its tough to see each other cuz we both work full time and go to school. but we get through it. i still get a wave of satisfaction whenever i look at her pretty eyes... ANYWAY that shits good, i joined a band. its called Forsworn. its like a bunch of younger dudes who are super excited. they are way talented too. sounds a lot like unearth and acacia strain? i dont know. its fun i have fun playing it and theyre all cool kids. I finally just finished my EMT-B class at northwest community hospital. that shit was fucking brutal but i passed that bitch and slapped it. i got the national registry test coming up on thursday so i gotta do a bunch of shitty online tests for practice. whatever. And with that class being over ill be able to work my normal 40 hours and ill have money again so i wont be here on a saturday night typing in my fucking live journal. Im moving out of Elgin and moving to Hanover Park to live with Steve McDowell on jan 1st. it should be sweet, but i bet im gonna be broke until i get a job at NWCH being an ER tech or just a fucking transporter. anything is better than the shithole go-nowhere collection agency i work for. umm thats all i can think of. i play world of warcraft a lot, it saves me money. FUCK YEAH! | | Saturday, July 9th, 2005 | | 1:52 pm |
THE TRUTHUS RUFUS
I AM DONE WITH WHITE WOMEN Current Mood:  happyCurrent Music: throwdown | | Tuesday, June 21st, 2005 | | 2:19 am |
i like a girl. and she likes me. im also drunk. | | Thursday, June 9th, 2005 | | 12:35 am |
dddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd dddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd dddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd dd hound!11 kekekekekekekekek your all gonna fucking die hahahaha fucking whores | | Monday, May 30th, 2005 | | 11:47 am |
oh shit!
06/01/2005 05:30 PM - THE ROCK and RACK 653 Railroad Ave. (rt. 134), Round lake, IL 60073, US - 5 bucks Nehemiah (Uprising Records) Until I Bleed Dry (Melodic Metalcore) The Dial (VH core) Death to the King Analogue (Members of Paria) The binding (New Jersey) ill be there fucking shit up old school. feel free to join me. ooooooooo and check this out!  it was an Add Slot. fuck yea bitches. sucka muh deeock oh yea and camping was fucking tight. i saw shit move a lot, bro'd down a shit load, and slept with the partywolf. good man. Current Mood:  exhaustedCurrent Music: Lock and Key | | Sunday, May 15th, 2005 | | 9:26 pm |
| | Monday, April 25th, 2005 | | 7:06 pm |
| | Friday, April 22nd, 2005 | | 8:40 am |
| | Thursday, April 21st, 2005 | | 6:46 am |
yeah, its my birfday. deuce deuce. | | Sunday, March 20th, 2005 | | 10:07 am |
WHOA SHIT. it has been 'A' while.
well alright. good to see all of you again. by popular demand i have been told to update this shit and clear up any hazy thoughts of my life. here GOES!! kate broke up with me. apparently she needs way more cock inside of her, and she would rather have the convienence of having a cock that lives in her same town. i hope that whore dies and i feel bad for her son. i should have listend to shaun pain. NEXT. i live in elgin now. its pretty sweet. i live with my mom and my step dad. im never home usually but its a place where i can keep my shit and sleep every now and then. i just got the interweb here so thats why im updating this. i wanna thank everyone at the LGHK for letting me keep my compy there while i was interwebless. i am really happy for sally and Brxan. if there was anything to come out of that year and a half of a waste of my life im glad it was you guys. <3 i recently i went to california. san diego county to be exact, just to get away from it all and to get some nice weather. but the nice weather didnt really happen. it rained a lot. this girl, jenny cunningham...holy shit. like, she let me crash at her crib and i met her family and me and her dad are going to watch the history channel and have intelligent talks over scotch. i saw barth out there and he gave me a sweet tattoo for way cheap. that trip was so awesome for me. i went to the place called Jack in the BOx and its like the fucking shit! jenny is so awesome for just being there and taking care of me. i have much love for that girl, as of late, im just going to shows, working at ACC and doing fire fighter courses. this shit is so much fun. i cant wait to complete this stuff and actually do something with my life. i will be taking EMT classes in the fall with John Henry, and it will be TIZIGHT. its great to know that in a little less than a year i will be pulling cats from trees, pulling dogs out of wells, and putting out fires. i have always wanted to meet the girl of my dreams by pulling her out of a burning building. after being in san diego i kinda want to move out there to be a fire fighter...i really wanna be one of those flame-jumper guys. you know, the dudes that parachute out of airlplanes in the middle of a forest fire and put it out from the inside. that would be tight. ive been going to bars a lot with glen lately. that kid is such a piece. but i cant help but hang out with him. im really glad Dan likes hot water music so much, because me constantly hearing it when im either in his car or at his house has gotten me into them...they are definetly making their way up the adamt personal favorite charts. every sunday me and glen, or abe or ren go up to ruby tuesdays for free booze from Tiff. its always good to see lauren there too. such A HOTTIE!!! OMFGGGG!!!!!!!1! but yeah, thats become a sunday tradition. im down. i really miss the UIBD and SIN crew. those dudes kick ass. FUCK, i almost forgot. jenny is coming here apr. 20th for my birfday! ITS GONNA BE SWEET! im totally gonna cook her dinner. speaking of cooking, im going to cook my mom an omlet cuz im just awesome like that. peice out. and keep it sleazy. HOLLER. Current Mood:  cheerfulCurrent Music: HWM-NO DIVISION-ROOFTOPS | | Wednesday, October 27th, 2004 | | 12:18 pm |
glen would be proud
so yeah i went to mcdonalds today (i hate mcdonalds but i love really cheap food) for the 49 cent cheeseburger day. i left work early to beat the rush, but there was no avoiding the mass amount of dumbass high school kids. i was like whatever, i dont think i was that gay when i was in high school but whatever. i get in line and there are these 2 weiner white "thug" homies in front of me. one of thier friends walked in the door and got in the back of the line. one of the kids in front of me recognized the kid who walked in and invited him to cut in line. this fucking pissed me off. so the kid gets in front of me. i tap him on the shoulder and ask what he is doing. he replies "in line for food man". i then started getting so angry i thought i was going to cause a mcmassacre. so i tapped him on the shoulder again and said "well, if you wanna cut in line in front of me, you gotta pay the toll, either gimme that cigarette behind your ear of buy me a cheeseburger". he then started to realize i was twice his size and then tried pleading with me. STUPID KID:"this is my last one man!" ME: "I dont give a fuck, give me it or go in the back of the line" *note: i had my sleeve rolled up on my hoodie so i looked super tough STUPID KID: "hey i dont want any problems" ME: "give me the cigarette and you won't" his fucking friends totally turned away from him and he finally gave me his last cigarette. man i fucking rule. fuck stupid high school kids and thier fathers Nextel phones that they charge in thier mom's SUV. | | Saturday, October 23rd, 2004 | | 10:12 am |
| | Tuesday, September 7th, 2004 | | 10:38 pm |
today was a good day
woke up sort of hungover, went to work, went to school, got an A on my first computer test, went back home, ate toast, went back to work, went back home, did fireman homework, glen came by, smoked cigs, played PSO while glen downloaded porn, watched Star Trek: First Contact, jerked off over the Borg, glen left and now im going to bed. this weekend was sweet too. goin to see me lady was the best...and laying in bed with her and logan made me feel like i have a family... Current Mood:  contentCurrent Music: bach | | Friday, August 27th, 2004 | | 4:26 pm |
| | Wednesday, August 25th, 2004 | | 11:15 pm |
alright you fuckers!
so wordy word. im in school. ifucking love it. its only harper but still, its good to have a change of scenery rather than the fuckers at my office. so far im doing awesome(its only the first week but suck it). im tryin to payoff my credit cards, so i wont be out as much, but i will still kick back some beers with the niggas everyonce in a while. the final TSU show is this saturday. its gonna be a big relief to be finally DONE with bands for a while. i really wanna do that shit with black ass tim and brandon blood and that chazz dude. but i gotta get my shit done first...ill see how shit pans out. other than that, ive been tryin to save money so i come home from work, do homework, make fun of fat bitches on myspace that think they can step to me, and play command and conquer. me and kate are gonna be together for 11 months on saturday...its crazy...time goes by so fast with her. its nuts! but i still feel the same about her as the first time we hung out, big things i see. i miss phillip. i miss dave from the VH. i hang out with steve mcdowell too much, but i love that kid like it aint no thang. im gonna go rub one out and go to bed. work and school and the final practice tommarow. holla at ya boy. Current Mood:  busyCurrent Music: all that remains | | Thursday, August 19th, 2004 | | 12:28 pm |
alright sweet
so like, im home right now on my lunch break. and a pizza is in the oven. and im driking jager boimbs, this is number three. i cant wait to go back to work. SWEET SHIT. | | Thursday, August 12th, 2004 | | 5:29 pm |
where the hell is faintgirl? and i already know phillip wants to fuck me. i havent talked to jaijai in such a long time. | | Monday, August 2nd, 2004 | | 6:56 pm |
HOLLA
word word word. back and shit. alright. so to put all shit to the end. im still homies with the dudes in illuminati...well at least ry-n and mat. i didnt really talk to eric or scott outside of the band but i got no problems with dem. its actually quite a relief to not be in a band right now. doing shit like booking, practicing, and worrying about the van and shows and shit is a lot of work. its a lot of stress of my life. that out of the way. im sort of a drummer for hire now. right now im gonna play one show with The Secret Unknown (the band i left due to illuminati) and when ever they get a show, The Felt Ups. they are kind of like a skate punk band. really fun stuff to play. but right now i cant be in a band full time, cuz i gotta finish my school shit. Bobby T said that now that im not doing band stuff he'd pay for school, so i gotta milk that shit. so if your in a band and you need a drummer, give me a recording and ill learn it and you can pay me in food and booze. work is gay. kate is hot. i need some more tattoos. im excited for school. i need some more dough. debt is SWEET! "So fuck ya'll, all ya'll if ya'll dont like me, blow me." Current Mood: contentCurrent Music: embrace today | | Saturday, June 26th, 2004 | | 2:39 pm |
on thursday june 24th my heart was broken.
i am no longer in the band Illuminati. i was kicked out. i loved that band. i loved playing with all of them. i balled my eyes out when they decided they cannot go on as a band with me. they told me i was not dedicated enough and that i was not good enough to be with them. they need perfection and i obviously cannot provide that due to a month that they gave me to improve. a month. not a very long time but i guess they have so many things going for them its too long for them. but its funny, i wasnt dedicated enough thats why i booked 90% of the shows we ever had and all of the out of town dates. ive even brought bands from out of state to play with us. but they told me that i was spending too much time booking and socializing that i wasnt focusing on playing. a lot of people and booking agents have told me, its not what you know, its who you know. they know a lot. but a lot of people will forget them. i dont even know how to talk to any of them right now, its like having a girlfriend that you loved dearly for a year and a half break up with you like that, after youve made so many new friends and contacts and had so much in mind for her. well, farewell illuminati. im not going to wish you luck. i just dont care anymore. | | Saturday, May 29th, 2004 | | 6:37 pm |
oh yeah i almost forgot
when i was sleeping next to dan, six hot bitches with huge tits and pointy shoes totally fucked him...RIGHT NEXT TO ME! man i miss my girlfriend... |
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